rainy days in the snow

wow basketball is almost halfway done


weird...


I'm glad that i decided to do basketball.. it can be a huge pain and extremely stressful but i guess i stay busy.

A normal day consists of me waking up riding with seth to school..getting there just before the bell (every time).. then sittin in school... practice......and finally i get home around 7 or sometimes 8ish

i get home and eat, call james, and sleep

it gets so routine which sucks because things just start to blurr but i dont know how else to do it.

I also wrecked my mom's car....pretty intensely scary


it wasn't horrible but it did kinda shake me up i dont know if i'm a good driver anymore even if it wasnt that much of my fault oh well

wrecking the car put a huge stress on me because now there arent as many vehicles at my house for us to get around in... the little car is getting worked on so we just have the blue truck...HUGE GAS HOG...which sucks because gas is pretty darn expensive now.

i hate having to take turns paying for gas with seth..it leaves me so broke all the time..

plus we need a place to stay once seth's morning practices start..

theres no apartments in deer lodge that we can stay at without being in an old hospital or above a bar.

sooooo.... not really sure on that

i dont know what we're going to do

its nice to just put it back in your head and forget about it for awhile


christmas break is so nice...


christmas was also nice



i baked so much before christmas it was kinda fun to help mom and what not. On christmas eve we went to my aunt amy's where we had a scavenger hunt

ivy and mom were on my team

my aunt amy had all these clues and prizes hiding around elliston and we had to go find them before everyone else

it was cool

most of the clues were questions about places in elliston i didnt really know about like where old hotels were.. my mom knew a few but we had to go to cheat and go to the bar to ask some people


after our scavenger hunt we went to my grandma and grandpa johnson's. it was alright. not very fun. I hardly talk to any of my relatives there and i just feel weird there

its always so crowded because my grandma sold the farm for a new little house..everything is just different none of the traditions are hardly there anymore.

when we got home there was a bonfire still going on up at my aunt amy's, but i was pretty tired so i just stuck around at the house.

i went to bed early but my cousin andrew came and woke me up

we stayed up watching tv and finally went to bed

christmas morning was pretty cool

i got a digital camera that i didnt even expect. i didnt think i'd even get as much as i did. it was pretty exciting.

james got me a really cute zip up sweat shirt, a bag, and some sweet pajama pants

marne also got me some griz shorts and lip gloss


they are too good to me


we had dinner at our house so all the senecal relatives came down

i really like that side of the family and all the cousins are pretty dang awesome so it was a pretty fun time

finally all the cousins left and things have mellowed out a lot

sooo much leftovers still..mmmmmmm...


i've been wanting to go to a movie during the break but things just keep not working out. i really want to because i wont have a lot of weekends left because of basketball games.

i dunnoooo...i hate getting excited and then disappointed

i feel very babyish when i get all sad over it but it just sucks you know


oh welll.... i'm just frustated because there is nothing to do here


and i dont want to spend my break doing nothing


its getting harder to go to deer lodge just to hang out now too because we have to drive there every day for practice

now we have to start saving trips and try to avoid going as much


i dont know


i shouldn't complain

i am pretty happy right now

thanks to my best friend the one and only..du duh duhhh....cheyeennnnnee


and of course the boyfreind who makes me feel bettter all time..JA JA JAaaaaaaaaaaaaames


so things are good


but really lets get some snow instead of just cold

that would be delightful


oooor..lets just skip to spring


that would be amazing