you are too sweet sunday

awwh


this morning felt like christmas


i think it's because yesterday was so amazing that it just put me in that mood.


yesterday i had a the mountain west meet in missoula.. it was pretty awesome


i knew i wasnt there to place but i really wanted my time at least under 24

and i made 23:45


so that made me happy.


then right after the coziest bus ride home i got to see james

we took the cheeka to a river and then watched the office in his basement


it fulfilled my last summer day


when i got home i just crashed out on my bed

i had so many good feelings inside it just made me sleep so good


i got up early and everyone else was up too

it felt like christmas morning


we all talked about stuff


my dad showed me pictures of him running at mountain west in the 70's haha..same hill but looks completely different


it was so cold and rainy out but our house was very warm and i ate lots of junk food

also visited rylee


we dont see each other much cause of school

but i usually save a sunday for her


it was a pretty good weekend i'd say


i hope i get some more of those to keep this year from dulling out

poor shelby

ahhh geez



dissapointment=ouch



i keep wanting to get better and feel good after i race..but the last 2 i feel like a loser and afterwards i say to myself..huh yeah you coulda done better

but at the time i feel like i'm dying



its pretty much gay



i hope i seriously do better on saturday even though i know i wont place good.... i just want a good time and thats all.



so yeeeah....

there's no food at the house and i made my macaroni into soup


....i'm sick



annnnnnd thats about i'll i have to whine about

good grief

homecoming

was MMMMMAAAAAAAAAZING


the first few days didnt feel like any special but that weekend was pretty great.


the dance was kinda lame but james did do some dancing and i was pretty proud of him


afterwards we kept the party going behind 4bs in the freezing cold with some dorritos.


hung out with jess a ton and watched lots of lifetime.


since then i've beeen sick


its not too bad but i do sound like a man


the last cross country meet i skipped out on because i felt pretty sick

i felt stupid....weak.....and a huge loser at the time

but now i think i really did do the right thing


i'm just nervous now for our next meets


i feel like i'm to scared to do good because i dont want to die at the finish


i'll just have to get over that


this weekend i've slept a lot


it felt good


james came to visit me too

he rocks my wooorld


it pretty much made my night..we watched some disney movies with my sweet ghetto vcr..

its been through it alllll


....todaaaaay i got my bangs cut just like i used to back in the day.. i guess i missed those little buggers...there was a big fire in helena too it was pretty depressing



me and mom cleaaned a huge retreat cabin thing up the blackfoot


it looks huge but its designs pretty weird it like tricks you..i guess


i dont want to go to school tomorrow really


i hate stress


and i hate homework


..and i hate leaving stuff everywhere




goooood grief

the wheels go round

SUMMER

sad..its gone

went too fast for me.

got to hang out with my old bud chy... we have good times together

my other half pretty much.


got to see boyfriend..(aka)james..(aka)loserface...(aka) best thing that ever happened to me

we've had some good times

just keeps getting better.


FaMilllllly..


its the same nothing too much has changed

dad still drinks on the weekend listening to the saturday 70's show......me and sutton still chase

each other.....seth still dances in the hall....

sawyer still stays wide eyed....and mom still laughs till she cries

miss old grandma bernie she was an amazing lady..no doubts about it
also had some heart to heart with ole uncle mike..he's a cool dude too



SCHOOL


is gonna be fun this year.


homecoming is already this week

i'm gonna make it the best...

last year with james at school...also my brother and some good friends that i wont be seeing in awhile after this year is over

sometimes i get a little sad thinking about it. but then i think that it does have to happen sometime and i cant hang on to em forever...plus things do change but if you really are that close to someone nothing between you will

thats pretty reasurring.



CROss CooUNTry


is awesome


i love to run..even though it does kill me

i just have an urge to want to get better.. and that helps a lot


I've still be drawing..not as much as i used to and i have gotten some use out of my paints

...also want to get better



tomorrow...is the Helmville rodeo


something that definitely doesnt ever change.

get to see all your inbred cousins running around and riding bulls.. then hanging out at the copperqueen

plus get to see my red hed friend katie....also distant cousin lol


lots of stories with her




so now..i'm pretty excited for it



ANNNND...THAT about catches ya uppp for a few morre weeks until something amazing happens or i have another trippy dream.