cheer me up

the four days i've pretty much been living with james

even though i think he/family is sick of me i had a good time


little sawyer had a bunny in the fair and i had x country so we stayed in a hotel

me and james did some fun stuff..played some bibleland and austin power trivia

the fair got boring pretty fast but i got to see lots of my little buddies..katie included

rodeo wasn't as good as helmville's but it was still great

my long lost cousin rode a bull...but i wasnt paying attention and missed him

jeeeez

oh well next time

derby was also great.. gotta see my ashton and jen

they can be the best


about all day and last night i've been feeling a little down.
over the dumbest thing.
but everytime i think about it i feel bad again

its like a horrible song that you cant get out of your head....gaaaahd and its so stupid too!


oh well i think i'm getting over my "depression"

it will be better




cross country is pretty fun

i'm liking it alot

maybe.......maaaaaaybe this might be the sport i dont have second thoughts on

schoool is soooo close


nooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Hey Jude

wellll...thursday james came down


it was great


great mouse detective is ammmaaazing..i can also beat james up lol jk but i'll have time to work on it


on friday i went down to rylee's and stayed in the tree fort.


it was just like old times, except the doors a lot smaller

we ambushed the boys with shaving cream, froze to death, and played pictionary

it was prettty efffin awesome i'd say


saturday was elliston days of course

it was ok i hung out with a few friends and watched a movie at rivers.

the whole town didnt feel like doing anything great for it so it was pretty much just a big get together for something to do

i didnt feel like doing anything afterwards...i just wanted to sleep

sometimes i just need to lay back and not do anything at all


and that was just fine with me


mondaaay i had cross country

it wasnt terrible

i really want to do good in it

so..i'll have to get on that lol




summer is slippping awwaaay

but i think i've spent most of it welll


wish i could see more of the cousins.. instead of just waiting for another funeral

but there's always christmas

lately i've been having theses cravings to be creative

...so i cut up a dress and painted some paintings

painting seems to have won me over again

i'm glad it finally did because now i enjoy it a lot more than i used to

the concert on saturday was great

it wasn't really my music but it was still pretty fun

my cousin curtis came along with me

he had fun

we went to james's afterwards and walked around town

...i was scared

james didnt care..lol jk

but it was still made my night

my cousins left me

but levi and his friend will be here tomorrow

so it wont be so bad

my mom called james "jamesy boy" today haha it was funny cuz thats what james's mom calls him

weeeiiiird